The past few weeks I have been feeling like I’m not doing
the best I can as an English Teacher. My students haven’t been doing that well
on the tests and there just isn’t enough time in the semester to explain the
information—with only 6 weeks for each course I feel like I’m always leaving
something out and moving too fast. I know I can do better but sometimes I just
don’t even know how to go about it. I think the break in December will be a
much-needed rejuvenation. I want to come back in February and have students
that are learning and speaking English more fluently. I want to not feel rushed
in my lessons and I want to see that spark that my students actually understand
what I’m talking about.
This week, I got a really nice warm and fuzzy—it made me
feel a bit better about my teaching. Do you remember from school or retreats
when people wrote you warm and fuzzy’s—positive notes about yourself? Well earlier
this week after we finished with the oral presentations one of my students,
Neves, got up and said he wanted to make an announcement in English. All
throughout the class I saw him scribbling notes in English and I wondered what
he was writing. He then got up and said he wanted to speak for all the students
since it was our last class for this set of modules. Neves started to say that
they were all thankful they had me as a teacher and were going to remember all
the information I gave them. He thanked me for being a good teacher with
patience for the class and told me they would always remember me. It was very
sweet and it gave me a nice feeling inside knowing that they felt that way and
thought it was important enough to tell me during our last class together. I’m
really proud of him because he gave that speech all in English and it was
perfect—I can’t take credit for that since I’ve only had him in class in two
modules but it makes me happy he’s trying and learning English well.
I know I have things to work on and I always will but
sometimes it’s nice to hear that the students appreciate you and want to thank
you. I didn’t thank my teachers enough in school and I regret that. I had so
many amazing and inspiring teachers throughout grade school, high school and
college that I want to go back and thank—so I’m going to do that here.
To all my teachers: I really appreciate everything you did
for me both in the classroom and behind the scenes. I think as students we take
for granted the hard work and dedication that all teachers put in to each and
every day. I’m so thankful I had you in my life to help mold me into the
teacher I am today…I’m not as good as my favorite teachers but I’m striving for
that every day. Also I feel like I should apologize for my bad behavior as a
student in grade school and high school…in 5th grade I never shut up
and as a teacher in a high school now I know how annoying and frustrating that
can be…I’m really sorry. I also was one of the students who without trying
could and would fall asleep during a lecture and I never thought much of it.
However, now that I have my own classroom full of teenagers who are sleeping I
feel your pain when you had to deal with me when I fell asleep during a test.
Teachers are amazing, wonderful and put so much love, hard
work and dedication into their classes. They do not get enough recognition for
what they are doing so I want to say here and now to all of my past teachers and
others out there who need a warm and fuzzy… You are an inspiration to your
classroom! You are thought of and loved and you will always be remembered! Know
that your hard work is paying off and one day your students will look back and
smile knowing they had you as their teacher. THANK YOU!
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